The forest of Hatuga is a land of stories. Our tribe, being forest-dwellers of that land, are consequently a people of stories. I might even go so far to say that, without stories, we wouldn’t exist – the concept itself is that important to us. Culture, experiences and values, all of these are passed down in the form of fables; weaned from childbirth on the oral text, we age with the faint voices of legendary ancestors always in our ears. True, some of those ancestors might have lost their human form for the sake of the fable, but what actually defines them as human? Is it the form – or the spirit? I like to think it is the latter…that, no matter the truth, no matter the experience, everything recorded in story is part of the history of Hatuga. Likewise, the tales of Hatuga are an ongoing history of our people; they are one and the same.
When I was younger, this sort of thinking brought me relief; it was nice to think that I was part of a larger plot than my own. Now that I’m older, I cannot lie – the concept frightens me! In ways more than any story can convey, it chills me to my bones. But to help you understand why that is, I will have to tell a story. Yes, I will have to tell you a Hatugan Forest-People Fable. But don’t you worry. This isn’t just any old fable.
This is a true story. And I was there to watch it become a fable.
Most of you are familiar with Hatugan seasons. Each doesn’t strike the forest all at once, but moves from the north to the south. Like a wave, moving inland. Some say it is because of the ancient magic in the extreme North, but that’s up for debate amongst scholars. All I know is what I have seen, staying up all night to watch the leaves decay, the snow fall, the flowers bloom, the fireflies glow: it happens overnight.
That’s what any uninspired person would tell you. I however, have stayed awake to witness the change, and will tell you the truth in case you haven’t yet sought it out for yourselves.
Yes, the seasons change overnight. But, no, it does not happen all at once.
You see, the transition is technically instantaneous – you cannot mark the effects on the forest over a period of days. The effects are, in actuality, gradual – though rapid, you can mark the seasonal transition in the course of a single night. That night, no matter the season, is a hallowed night.
We call this night, “Tabidmas Eve.” It is a celebration of Hatuga’s maturity! Each season does not act as a cycle in our eyes, upon which the forest dies and is reborn with new life. That’s not what we believe in at all. We believe instead that Hatuga is stretched before us on a finite line, and every season (no matter its characteristics) is one step closer to the end of that line. Hatuga is always moving once step closer to an utter death, rather than moving endlessly in circles.
You might find it a morbid perspective, but consider this: if Hatugans are made of stories, would not an endless cycle of mistakes prove all of our efforts pointless? For the sins of the previous year, told so splendidly in the colors of spring, only to be buried beneath the snow of forgetfulness, and then bloom again as fresh naivety? No, ‘tis better that Hatuga is decaying. That is why each Tabidmas Eve is a testament to our fables, and how they encompass the maturity and experience that comes as the forest draws ever nearer to death. Our fables are the richness of an almost-whole existence.
Now you know why it is in our nature to treasure fables so much. Without history, how exactly can you expect anything from the future? Without context, how can you derive true content?
Yet, I tell you this: the fable exists so we can derive truth in a word-isolated context, outside of reality. The stories themselves – or, rather, the events themselves, before they are translated into a story – are distressing. As I said before, I never would have come to this conclusion…had I not found myself in the center of events that would eventually become just another fable of tradition. But it was more than just a fable to me; it was a chance occurrence that would shake my faith in the fable, down to the core. In the fable, and in the very nature of the forest itself.
That Tabidmas Eve so many years ago, as the leaves turned brown-orange and brittle, I met a demon from another world. A demon, indeed…one destined to haunt me forever.
This is the true account.
The celebration of Tabidmas Eve was more traditional back then. We had herb and drink as we do now, spiced for jubilee. I suppose you could say, well, that there was a ritual to the practice, one that is no longer kept.
As dusk seemed to prevail more than any other time of day, its rusty, musky hues more stark than any blue or black, my neighbors and I gathered a harvest for the forthcoming winter. The Tabidmas Eve that was to come in the autumn before the storm was an occasion to fill oneself with ciders, roasted squashes, and sweet meats; the idea was, the more steam you ingested, the warmer you would be when snow covered the land. A baseless pseudo-diet, you might laugh at the idea – we knew it was baseless as we ate – but we still found comfort in the idea that one could have some autonomy over one’s good health. The crowded festival probably kept us warmer than the food, honestly.
Oh, there were mountains of it – Roasted gourds of all sorts, and roasted hinds of all kinds! We still lived in trees then, a level web of lofts joined together by rope bridges, with a community plaza wrapped around the thickest sequoia across all Hatuga. We built our houses in trees because of a vicious…, hmm…well, there are a hundred fables that could explain our tree-bound situation. I’m not going to use my story to explain.
Anyways, the tricky thing about the meals was preparing them. My loft planned a nutty array, with shaved pork, red kuri squash, and candied pecans. My parents, siblings, and myself worked hard to gather, chop, season, and bake; the end result was something we could be proud of, as a family. It was worth the labor, to ogle the artistic array and sniff its harvest smells. As soon as it was finished cooking, we loaded it in the wagon and set off for the center of the web.
It was always frightening to me, walking the bridges at night. The autumnal Tabidmas Eve, however, was a special kind of frightening. On that Tabidmas Eve, even before the sun had set, you couldn’t see the forest floor. A cold front would come through to signal the change in season, and a thick sea of bluish-grey mist would flow between the trees. They were so thick that, if ever one fell, they would feel a false security that the fog would catch them before hitting the ground. But we never learned if it was thick enough to catch us – fear of the bridges’ strength was always unfounded.
There was something else…maybe. I’m not sure. But…back then, I couldn’t be certain of it, or I just discounted it as our wagon’s wheels across the wooden slats. I was young, but I knew what fear could do. Now I’m certain of what I heard.
Down, down beneath us, echoing across the forest floor – it was the thunder of hooves. They struck the ground like a pair of stones colliding, two after the others – a mad dash in steady, hollow rhythm. Far off in the distance, far off in the mists somewhere, I heard them gallop recklessly.
But I was young then; I could only guess the source of the sound. What was out there in the forest tonight? Was it a beast? A spirit? A rockslide? Drums, or hooves, or thunder? It could have been anything and everything, on Tabidmas Eve…But no one else in my family seemed to hear, so I convinced myself to wonder why our wagon was as noisy as a horse.
As I was just starting to break into a nervous sweat, we finally saw the lantern, dimly blowing in the wind, long before we reached the community center. The lantern was an enormous girded cage attached to a simple conveyer belt, a single metal band encircling the sequoia beyond the octagonal reach of the plaza that held the lantern aloft. The whole tribe would contribute, each of us, by tugging it around a full circle. The adults were responsible for two revolutions each, and the children for one, the idea being to greet all members of the tribe, no matter where they were or how long it had been since you’d last seen them, and to keep everyone awake to watch the transitions of Tabidmas Eve.
No one ever stayed awake to watch the lantern burn out.
The center was decorated with all our effects of the season, from scarecrows to cornucopias – their last hurrah before being burned as fuel for the lantern. It saddened me to watch them go, considering the effort and joy of the season put into crafting them; but that same joy would return next year with the arrival of new projects. It was worth it, to feel the dual warmth of community and our treasured fables as we sat near the lantern. The wind blows hard in the canopy, so the heat was soothing as it licked us, bundled up as we were.
As the feast gradually disappeared, and the lantern slowed its orbit to a halt, we huddled together and told stories. These stories, they tended to focus on the qualities of family, of tradition, of goodwill and generosity – we heard the same comforting tales every year, and never grew tired of them. The harvest had been especially good this year, with much to be thankful for, and so I ate up the grateful atmosphere, as did every one of the listeners.
But then you had the few stories, mostly told by young adults who had yet to establish a tradition or a family, who had grown weary of tradition. They made their own stories, told from the mind over the heart, with the intentions of conveying warnings, or criticisms. I firmly believe each of those stories was so well-crafted that they deserved to be fables in their own right – they just had a tendency to read the wrong mood, and the greatest numbers gathered round would fall asleep during the arrival of a new tale.
I was about to fall asleep myself, when another of those young adults commanded our attention. I cannot recall her name, but I remember every bit of her face: energetic, full of life, yet completely and utterly blank. Her story contradicted her face.
One Autumnal Tabidmas of her youth, she told us, she woke when all the adults and children still huddled together in slumber. The girl tried in vain to return to her dreams, but the chill of the wind and the dim light of the moon kept her awake. What was she to do, but listen to cicadas? Their irritating chirp droned on and on, rising and falling, that she felt herself on the verge of going back to sleep – until all the cicadas silenced at once. She wasn’t expecting it, but the buzz cut short as if they had all just vanished in thin air. She rose up, as if seeing her might comfort them and start the drone again. She admitted that the silence frightened her.
Then came the drums. At least, they sounded like drums at first to her – low, steady, hollow beating. But that’s when they were far away to the North. They drew closer and closer, until the source of the sound became clear to her.
It was the mad gallop of hooves.
The girl rushed to the side of the plaza and peered down over the railing, into the dark and swirling mists. Even the firm sequoia shook as the galloping drew nearer and nearer – she gripped on for dear life! And then…it passed.
Her eyes accustomed to the darkness, the girl saw two jagged antlers break through the mists. A single glowing eye, staring dead ahead, lighted the muscular figure of a steed, upon which the owner of the antlers and the eye rode, bound in a mossy cloak. Every Hatugan knew this figure as that ancient elf, harvester of souls, guardian of the forest – the Erlking. Our narrator’s heart stopped, she said, as his dark flowing figure tore through the mists at a breakneck speed, unhindered by the darkness, and disappeared between the trees.
His undead steed’s gallop died down as he gained distance from the tribe, until only the stir of the mists gave any indication he was there. But then they, too, eventually settled and covered the Erlking’s tracks. Our orator concluded her tale by saying she has never woken up in the middle of a Tabidmas Eve since that night. But, just before she goes to bed every year, she is certain she hears the hooves of the Erlking on his ride through the waking hours. He is looking for to find a soul awake and wandering about on the forest floor to drag along with him, back to his kingdom of the dead underground.
As a child, that sort of hokey legend did little to faze me. Erlking? Rubbish! To explain away a possible natural disaster as a figure from nightmares and not reality, was the very definition of irresponsible. What if the sequoia was in danger, from whatever is the source of this constant sound as it narrowly misses the base of the tree? What if it is a predator, who might someday climb and finish us off in our sleep if we leave it alone? The probability of a real problem was being minimized by this girl’s fable, and most were just content to bask in the entertainment rather than confront the implications.
I kept criticism to myself. All words and no action was a flaw I chose to avoid, being a man and a capable warrior, so I decided to stay awake and bring some fact to the fable. I determined to witness the dangers of this so-called “Erlking” phenomena, and put a stop to it.
You must keep in mind, though, that staying awake through Tabidmas Eve is a difficult prospect. As the air thins quickly, most lose consciousness a mere stroke into midnight. I didn’t want to disturb them moving about to keep myself awake, so I contorted into the most uncomfortable position I could think of to remain restless. A lack of comfort could override any of nature’s temptations, surely! With my spear nearby, propped against the trunk of the tree, I steeled myself and strained my ears for that haunting gallop. I think it took a mere twenty minutes of struggling before I finally caved in to sleep.
When I awoke, drowsiness kept me from thinking clearly. A few seconds passed as I was absorbed in the drone of the cicadas, before I started with a jolt, my first worry being that the “Erlking” might have already passed. I lightly yet hastily crept towards the railing and peered over.
Still. The mists, hundreds of yards below, lay undisturbed.
Relief washed over me. Relief soon gave way to doubt. Was the sound I heard actually just our old wagon? Was the girl just trying to scare us with a scary story? Was I a sucker, deserving of the headache I would likely wake with in the morning. I stared blankly below, feeling just a little annoyed that there was no problem to solve after all.
Then the cicadas stopped.
Mimicking the young girl’s story before, their buzzing ceased all at once. My breath, stopped, too, because I could hear, ever faintly, the sound of hooves far off in the distance. Gradually getting louder.
I was late! With excitement, a leap over my friends and family, and spear in hand, I scrambled across one of the bridges. Looping my foot in the first pulley I could find, I lowered myself to the forest floor, spooking the horses tied in at their post. I luckily quieted them with some leftover carrots stuffed in a pack – meant for that failed task of keeping myself awake – and hid between their ranks. The first priority was keeping our means of transportation and labor safe, and I would be crushed underfoot before this Tabidmas turns out to be their last.
We waited with bated breath, the horses and I. They stirred as the hooffalls stampeded in our direction, but I reassured with whispers and pats that they would be all right. The moon was a husky reddish-orange that tainted even the mists through the canopy, and I could tell that the Erlking, or whatever it was, would be upon us soon; the ground rumbled, and the rusted mist blew in and out as steam from a horse’s nostrils. My palms were slicked with sweat, but I gripped my spear and crouched with poised anticipation.
His silhouette only darkened the mists for a moment before he burst out of the mist atop his hulking beast – the fabled Erlking himself! I couldn’t believe my eyes at first, but I could believe my ears heard the horses whinnying and struggling at their reins as that towering abomination came straight at us. He wasn’t even slowing down; he’d run us right over, the crazed demon! Coming to terms with the truth of the myth, and worried that it was me he was after, I unhooked the smallest horse and posted off a ways. Why should the rest of our stallions suffer because of me, was the thought.
The Erlking drew closer and closer, and I became conscious of his enormous antlers, like arms reached towards the sky, and the hulking beast he rode on. I never saw his singular glowing eye, but I was certain that he saw us, dead ahead. Yet…I couldn’t understand why he was so tall, and yet so small, as he ran us down. Then I realized; the Erlking himself was small. Or, he was leaning forward so far that he could have been sleeping on his ride. It was his ride that was so huge – the biggest horse I’d ever seen, towering nearly eight feet at the shoulder! It could bowl right through me and my small horse with ease.
Regardless, I stood my ground. Whatever this reckless beast and its foolish rider intended, I refused to let the risk of their rampage threaten Hatuga. With spear in hand, drawn and aimed before me, I accosted the Erlking.
“Stop,” I shouted with a quiver in my voice, “Or will you force me to stop you?”
The Erlking did not slow down or respond.
“This is your final warning! Stop, or prepare yourself for my spear!”
The Erlking did not slow down or respond. Instead, his steed veered in a wide curve to my left, meeting me almost adjacently as he adjusted his course. I was flushed with relief for almost a second; it left me as quickly when I saw the Erlking turn his head towards me. His mouth gaped open, and I heard the faint voice of that ancient spirit:
“h…help me…please…”
The undead steed thundered away into the mists, dragging with it those faint pleas on its back. I did not think twice, but spurred my horse after it.
Once the mists are kicked up, it becomes almost impossible to see. We lagged behind for a while, my horse and I, before the Erlking suddenly appeared on our right; I wasn’t aware until we saw him parallel to us through the trees. By the light of the orangeish moon, I could make him out clearly. And what I saw was no Erlking.
The being that begged for my help was none but a man. He was gaunt and shriveled, gangly with barely a pound of flesh on his bones. He grasped tight to his horse’s mane for dear life, but seemed to do so with his last drop of life, for his eyes were so sunken that I could not be sure he wasn’t a skeleton already. His long beard rustled in the wind, and, atop his head, tangled in a ragged mess of crusty hair, were enormous branches that stuck out like antlers.
The gaunt man’s eyes creaked open, imbued with brightness when he registered me riding astride him.
“You…you’re not a ghost?”
“I’m not. Are you?”
“Not the last time I checked. You got any water on you, or food?”
“I do. Stop your horse, and you can have some.”
“Give it to me now…I’m starving.
More curious than controlling, I agreed to his demands without hesitation. Who knows how long my tiny horse can keep up with his gargantuan steed? On second look, I must ask, is that really a steed he’s riding on? I’ve never seen one quite like it, with an enormous hunch and threatening horns.
I steered right next to him, rustled out a slab of beef and a flask of water, and handed them over. He ravenously finished both in a heartbeat.
“Thank you, thank you so much! God, I don’t know how long it’s been since I’ve had any food or drink. Where am I, exactly?”
“You are in the forest of Hatuga.”
“H-Hatuga? Where the heck is Hatuga?”
“It is –“
The gaunt man coughed and wheezed, then wiped his nose on his horse’s mane. His eyes darted about, confused by his surroundings.
“Wha…Why is the sky this color? What’s with the fog?”
“Have you not seen a Tabidmas Eve cold front come in before? It’s my first time, too.”
“Tabidmas Eve?”
There was a brief pause, as if the season was sinking in on him. The gaunt man abruptly laughed, in an almost fake boisterous manner, as if he was trying to unnerve me and assuage his own nerves. He calmed down just as abruptly, though I’m sure that was just an act, too.
“I get it, I get it. I’m trapped in a nightmare! Probably that hotel food, gave me gut rot or something. Dang, and I dropped my phone a while back, too.”
He splashed the remainder of the water in his face and gave his cheek a pinch.
“Hotel?…Pho–”
“Yeah, hotel! You know the one, um…that’s right! Glacier Park Lodge! Almost had five stars, so I expected it to be great. Didn’t expect them to try and poison me with undercooked food, the idiots. I bet it was the spinach, probably had pesticides in them.”
“Sir! I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
I received a glare of scrutiny from the gaunt man. He seemed to soften after reminding himself that he was talking to a child.
“I’m Hewie. Hewie Chase. You might have heard of me? I contribute to current events columns for the AJC, but I’m more popular for being a travel vlogger. Ever seen one of my videos?”
“I must admit, sir, I’ve never seen a vlogger before.”
“Really? What, you live under a rock or something? Oh,” Hewie held up his hands as if he could stop me from thinking something. “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean it that way. I mean, not everyone can afford a computer.”
I had long gone past a state of curiosity and into one of pure confusion. Rather than continue the misunderstandings and mismeanings between us, why not cut straight to the point? The gargled breathing of his strange horse was starting to unnerve me.
“Do you have any way of stopping your horse, Mr. Chase?”
“Mr. Chase? I’m not that old! Call me Hewie. Here, I’ll tell you how it is, kid,” Hewie went on as though he hadn’t even heard me. “The world’s going to Hell in a handbasket! That’s all there is to it. No matter how much you try to warn folks, they still refuse to see how they’re contributing to the state of things. They’re lost in their pathetic little Instagram accounts, with their silly little followers…I mean, don’t get me wrong, I have one, too. They’re muy, muy important.”
I nodded, somewhat understanding what he was getting at. My horse’s labored breathing was starting to worry me, and I thought some reassurances would get the gaunt man to listen to me.
“Ah, yeah! You get me,” he perked up, but not in the way I had hoped. His eyes got wilder, and some drool was starting to glisten on his chin. “So, anyway, I said to myself, I said, ‘Hey! Hewie! Why not take your travel blog on the road again, educate people on how they’re really living? How they’re infecting the environment, and each other?’ So, what did I do?”
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…
“I don’t–“
“I listened to myself, of course! I loaded up my stuff and headed to the most beautiful place in America: Montana! The most refreshing place I’ve ever been…helped me reconnect with my inner humanity. I felt like I was doing some good just by…by being there, you know? As if, to tell nature, ‘Don’t worry. I remember you. I won’t let you be forgotten, no matter how much we trample over you, abuse you, eat you…’”
Tears welled up in Hewie’s eyes. He caressed his horse’s hump lovingly.
“That’s why it’s been a privilege for this little guy to let me ride with him. I knew we connected when I saw him in the clearing. He saw me, and he was like, ‘Hewie. Hewie,’” Hewie was doing a different voice now, that made him sound kind of foolish. “’I feel your pain, buddy. No one listens to your columns. People criticize your blogs. Climb on my back, Hewie, and feel how humans were suppose to feel. Feel the power you deserve.’”
Hewie laughed like a child and embraced his horse.
“Man, could this guy run! The wind in your hair, the ground so far below…I’ve never felt so alive! I feel like I’m a part of him now. I don’t even mind that I’ve been stuck on his back for…hey, how many days has it been?”
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…
“I…I don’t know, Mr. Hewie.”
“Way-way-way-way-wait. Weren’t you looking for me?”
“No? I mean, not you in particular, I was-“
“Let me stop you right there, okay? Work with me here. They didn’t send a search party out to find me? It’s got to have at least been a week!”
“I did not expect to find you out here, Mr. Hewie.”
The poor pitiful man atop his enormous steed seemed offended, and deeply hurt.
“Well, how do you like that. Who were you waiting for, then? And why the spear?”
“Um…” it felt stupid now, hearing it come out of my mouth. “I was waiting for the Erlking.”
“…The Erlking? You mean, like,” Hewie burst out singing in a deep voice, some song in a language I had never heard before. It tickled him, and his tune turned to laughter before he could go very far. “You’ve got to be kidding! Aren’t you a hero, huh? The Erlking’s a legend! A very old one, too. What made you think I was the Erlking?”
My eyes instinctively wandered up to the branches entwined with Hewie’s hair. He reached up, felt them, and his laughter only got louder.
“That’s great! Ooooh, I love it. But, c’mon, I mean, the Erlking rides a horse! You ever heard of an Erlking riding a moose?”
“A…a moose?”
“Obviously. Man, you are a strange kid.”
Something was bothering Hewie as he said those words. He no longer found amusement in my ignorance.
“Hey, kid…You say you’ve never seen a vlogger before?”
I repeated it for him.
“You’ve never seen them, or…Are you saying you don’t know what a vlogger is?”
I don’t.
“Have you ever heard of video before?”
I had not. And, to this day, I never heard of it again.
My answers did not please Hewie. His tongue rolled back and forth in his mouth for a moment, as if restructuring his thoughts before they spilled out.
“Hey kid…” his voice was raspy and serious. “Get me off this moose, will you?”
I nodded, fished out some rope, and tossed it to him. He fumbled with it, fingers crusted stiff with what looked like dried mucus, and leaned forward to tie it around the moose’s neck.
He shrieked and fell back.
“What the HELL is going ON?”
I pulled my horse right up to the moose, to see if I could take hold of its antlers and slow it down myself. With one of its antlers stretching out in front of me, I grabbed for it.
My palms sunk in, squeezing through fibrous goop that is definitely not the makeup for antlers. My hands were covered in the stuff, grey, rank and pulsating. I sat back down and spurred my horse ahead, wanting to see the face of this creature.
What I saw put the rest of it into clearer perspective. While the moose had fur around the area where Hewie sat, specifically its hump, the rest of the body was a loosely formed, grey mass. The head was the worst. I could make out a rounded nose and small jaw, but the particulars had melted away like mud, leaving no clearly defined eyes or ears. Its breathing was muffled and wet, perhaps because even its windpipe and lungs were liquidated. The monster’s hooves and legs were strong but sleek, leaving a trail of grey mucous dripping off behind as it stampeded mindlessly onward with Hewie trapped on its back.
If this abomination was once what Hewie called a “moose,” I found it hard to believe it was one any longer. Now, it was as if God had put spirit into an unfinished clay puppet.
When I slowed down to speak with Hewie, his visage was different. He glared forward, thinking, with a bitter twitch to his smile, then rested his head in his hands.
“Kid, will you be honest with me? Am I dead?”
“I don’t know. But I don’t think so.”
“Don’t know a lot, do you? Do you at least know where the police are around here?”
“Um…”
“Let me guess! Never seen one of those, either?”
He threw up his hands before I could even shake my head. Hewie opened his mouth to say something else, then stopped. A gleam returned to his eye, almost a spark of fire. I tried not to think about this contradiction, this man and this beast that don’t belong in Hatuga, who broke reality somehow to come here; I was focused on rescuing a man in need. But I knew he was only thinking about those things, and was nearing some sort of absurd conclusion. It was possible he would crack, or it already happened a long time ago and he was becoming recognizant of it.
I held out my hand. Hewie eyed it suspiciously.
“You’ll have to jump onto my horse. I don’t think it can take both of us, but –“
“No.”
“…What?
“You heard me,” he sneered contemptuously and smacked my hand away. “I’m not getting down from this moose.”
“Please, sir. I think you know this is not the moose you thought it was.”
“No, you’re right about that. Because now I see clearly…”
Fresh sweat was collecting along his hairline. He grinned to reassure me, but I’m certain at that point everything was calculated to reassure himself.
“Yes, it has become a sign from Nature itself! What was once a moose, king of the hooved beasts, is now melting away because of what we, humans, are doing to his rightful kingdom! Taking and taking, gluttonous for what is not rightfully ours…well, now I can finally do something! I can make them hear.”
Hewie extended a leg while he spoke…and gently pressed his boot into my chest.
“You tell your Hatuga that the eternal Erlking rides at night, upon his faceless moose, ready to snatch up any kiddo or careless adult who raises their hand to this beautiful forest. Was it created for us? No, we don’t deserve to take anything from it. As for me, I shall do my part. I will educate our species in a way that I couldn’t do before. Now, people will listen to me! They will have no choice, and they will hear me loud and clear!”
The gaunt man tried to push me off my horse with his foot, but he was weak. The struggle irritated him, especially since I was a kid, and he grew angrier and angrier when I would not give way. With a final effort, recovering strength he had lost with the motivating power of humiliation, he shouted one last thing in that tongue I had never heard before:
“Verbeuge dich vor den Erlkönig!”
Hewie Chase dashed madly onwards atop his deformed beast, while I was dashed against the forest floor with a broken nose where his heel had met my face, and lost consciousness.
When I awoke, the air was new – it bit with the chill of winter. My horse was long gone, so I feebly walked the long miles of bright, human-less forest back to my tribe. The sun was gentle, muted, almost as if quietly showing me that there was nothing to fear. All the way, I could not help but notice the beauty of a Hatugan morning, full of life and sounds and…ah, but not smells, for my nose had been broken and all I could smell was blood. I knew I had not dreamed, for I was alone all the way out in the northern region of the forest, with plenty of hoofprints for a trail back. But the moose did not leave footprints, and I doubted what I saw that night, in the orange mists, all the way back to the sequoia.
Reaching home, dazed and confused with a knot in my skull, I told anyone I could of the adventure. They told their friends, their friends told their children, and, next autumnal Tabidmas, the myth of the Erlking only grew deeper, with varying interpretations as to where he came from and why, and what a moose actually looked like.
Can you imagine how distressed I was? To relate this disastrous omen, clear proof to me that the very fabric of our space may not be whole, only for those who “listened” to spin their own deviations of the event into fables. Fables, I might add, that did not address a singular problem, but were tailor-made to enforce whatever lesson the storyteller desired!
I was aghast. The only solution I could think to do next was gather a group of impressionable minds, and await the return of Hewie Chase atop his dissolving moose next cycle. We numbered about seven in total, and anticipated their arrival by the horse posts. If this wasn’t a true story, he would never have shown up again, and there would have been some lesson to learn about wishing for an event to break tradition or something – but he came! Stampeding along the exact path he had the year before, Hewie and the moose passed us, clear as day to my companions.
“Verbeuge dich vor den Erlkönig!” Hewie cried, even more overwrought with foliage now than when I last saw him, as he disappeared back into the mists.
And, would you believe it? The more eyewitnesses there were, year after year, the more fables were created! He became a new tradition, a staple of our harvest folklore. Over the years, I have witnessed that Erlking take all sorts of forms, all but one: that of Hewie Chase, the unfortunate vlogger from the hotel of Montana.
Soon, the fables were all that existed. Hatugans stopped staying awake to witness that eldritch banshee gallop across the forest, and for good reason. As the years passed…well, I’m not sure exactly what happened. That is, I don’t know what happened, because I don’t know how it happened. But, whatever it was, I watched it happen. Until the very end.
As the years passed, Hewie began to lose his form. I thought he was shrinking, growing more gaunt by the day, and I never would have realized his transformation if it had not been for the change in his beloved gibberish. I used to be able to tell it was a foreign tongue, but, one Tabidmas, it wasn’t. It was actual gibberish. He was spluttering, and his tongue wasn’t forming any letters. Noises were made, but no sense was made of them.
The next year, all I heard was muffled screaming. It chilled me to my bones, and I struck apace with him again, this time to force him from his mad ride. When I caught up with Hewie…God. Nothing I had seen or believed could have prepared me for what I saw. I fell off my horse in sheer terror and lost my harvest feast over a bed of mushrooms. The mists swallowed them whole, and I tried no more to follow.
I would feel disappointed in myself, but what point is the point in that? There was nothing I could do to save Hewie; the moose’s unfinished fibrous form had merged with him. He was reduced to a beating tumor on its back, squirming against what was now his own skin – a part of the moose, a part of him. Only his eyes were free, but that was just to the open air; the veins were dry, irises and pupils washed white. I don’t think he saw me, I don’t think he could see me…but I’m not sure. I’m not sure.
I avoided staying awake through Tabidmas Eve from then on out. I did not stop searching for Hewie’s strange land of Montana, or scouring the forest of Hatuga for more vloggers like him, or experimenting with herbs and the properties of the mist to explain what metamorphosis was overcoming that moose. And, no matter how high or low I looked, I never saw another moose again – whole or not.
I’m telling this true story again, after decades of silence, because I finally gathered the courage to see Hewie again, last night. Four decades have passed, so I don’t know what I was expecting…but what I saw was more than I would ever expect in eight decades.
Hewie and the moose, still joined together as one, had now merged with the mists. The wind now moved with them, like a gelatinous phantom – though you could still see the shape of that foolish Erlking atop his undead steed. The only hoofbeats that sounded now were like echoes from the past as the pair soared across Hatuga, going who-knows-where, for reasons that only the God of the forest knows.
I had worried for years, what tidings this phenomenon brought. What was I supposed to learn from Hewie and the moose, that I could warn my fellow Hatugans so we could prepare for the worst? Nothing, apparently – nothing came of it. Whether virus, or chemical, or magical, I also never understood what happened to Hewie, and why he and that malformed moose ended up in Hatuga from wherever they came. My first, and most outlandish, concern, was that their arrival harkened a spatial tear, one that might join our forest of Hatuga with that of a foreign, alien sphere. But our science is only so far along, that, even if that were the case, there is nothing we could do about it. The only mark I’ve got that shows I tried to do anything, is the grey mucous from when I tried to take hold of the moose by its horns. Whatever it was made of, it dried to my nails, weighing them down like stone, and I’ve never managed to peel it off.
Seeing Hewie like that last night, no more than a fleetingly solid figment of the mists, I can only presume he and his moose were an anomaly. They accidentally came to our forest by forbidden means, and now reality is snubbing them out. That is the only explanation I can think of, and it’s…disappointing. All these years, steeling myself for a world-shattering event, and I am only privy to a natural, albeit ethereal, occurrence that the forest is handling on its own. What were my years of fear for, then? Why did I disregard the importance of the fable, in addressing what we can, in fact, control? It wasn’t in an effort to help Hewie, that’s for sure – even as he refused help.
No, I can only help him in one way now. I can craft my own fable around these true events – one that speaks for him personally, for what he wanted to do, and keeps the spirit of that fading Erlking ever tangible. None of us would exist without stories, after all. Not one bit of us.