Pacing ‘long le Pont des Arts
Peering o’er nightbound water –
Thou icy-thick and heaving force
Reminds me of my lover.
‘Twas a child of bubbly zeal
Swept up in boundless zest
For all of life, and life with her
Gurgled ‘long her petite chest.
Those eyes were two harmless whirlpools
Twisting my buoys ‘round
That floated on smart silken streams
Of Violet capping gown –
Still in mind those blackish ripples
Flow twixt a pliant nape
O’er surface, flat and calm,
Dousing with her shape.
She served me at a diner here
When we but two and twenty;
Scarce I come upon these banks
But unto hers came plenty.
“The spice of life,” she told me oft,
“Is newness in a glance;
C’est la vie, but to find
Exciting circumstance!”
We clamped our padlock on this bridge
And kissed under the sun
That clambered o’er sleepy mists
While Notre Dame rang on.
But now that lock has been removed,
And she, my love, expired,
Damned upstream by junkie lad
Whose drivel she admired
To leave me cold on Pont des Arts –
All her shores retract
Just as the twenty came before
Though I ignored this fact.
“The spice of life,” she told me then,
“Was pleasant in our time,
But now I must try something new
Since I myself must find.”
That river flowing endlessly
Will stop not for amor
Since I have long since found myself
In her…or so ‘twas thought before.
“C’est la vie, c’est la Seine,”
I mutter underbreath
Before I take the forward plunge,
Embraced in lover’s depths.
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37. A Sock on the Side of the Road
I’ve always wondered
The state
Of a sock
Left helpless on the side of the road.
Who left it there
And how
Could they
Continue without a sock on their foot?
Was it an accidental orphan
Left over
Fallen down
From a pile of unconscious laundry?
And there goes a Jeep
Smashing it
Blacking it
Sending the sock headlong to the curb.
Behold, this sad sorry sock
Violated
Ill-fated
To be abused so carelessly.
I step towards the limp rag
Compassionate
Reaching out
To liberate its perilous position.
“Retract your hand at once,
Knave!”
Spat out
The sock, recoiling from outstretched palm.
“What is your entitlement
To think
To look
Down upon my chosen situation?
I sneer at your pity
At caring
At heart
Of which I have no particular use.
Has a sock not the right
To live
To endure
In a situation it deems beneficial?
You keep to yours
And I
In wisdom
Will uphold my own set of tru-“
The defensive sock was silenced
Mid-sentence
Without warning
As a Corvette sped over its threads
And before my very eyes
An abrupt
Unraveling
Caught between wheel and pavement.
But was it any fault
Of the driver
Of my own
If the sock had ignored that fate?
Was the sock not wrong
In its choice
If the outcome
Led finitely to this particular moment?
I cannot think to answer
Such questions
And yet
I feel as though I should have done more.
After all, in reality,
A sock
Cannot walk
Without a foot to make it whole.
But still this goes to show
How difficult
How impossible
To understand the feelings of a sock without a foot.
142. Salarymen
In the center of an urban scene
Two men meet –
A deserted park their stage, with
Feathered audience.
Hardly glances traded twixt
Dull dead eyes
As they sag in heaps on rusted bench,
Bemoaning replies.
The elder fiddles with his briefcase
Worn with work –
The younger downs his coffee, spiked
For the work to come.
Both in business, both employed
Just to live
But the young will be like the old in time –
Destined to decay.
The coffee dribbles from his neck –
Old bones laugh
Until they pop out at the joint, which the
Youth restores intact.
Thanks are traded, smiles exchanged,
For the break –
To find another kindred spirit
Wandering, aimless.
“UHRAOORA, ROO ug!”
The more decrepit grunts a greet.
“Mura-shalla, booraluh.”
The younger nods, as to agree.
That bag of skin holds up the smokes
That sinewy mass provides a light
And there they sit
Upon that bench
Alike in will
Despite one’s hope
To logically end so many years ago.
Just two men despairing
– One, the future, one the past –
Yet neither knows a proper path
For making lives to last
Or, at least,
They knew it well but chose it not.
The elder crunches out his cig,
Rises – with an “Uck” –
Departs into the browning trees
With twisted branches, fading leaves,
And vanishes atop the breeze.
Our Remainder creaks his head to sides,
Follows suite –
But towards the other way instead,
Heading for the street.
There he joins the scufflers, working crowd,
All as one
Not understanding eachother or life –
Zombie brethren.
147. The Cat Came Back
I hear the cat meowin’
Though he hit the sack –
Thought he went to kitty dreamland
Guess he’s still got things to pack.
I hear the cat meowin’
Out there in the wood –
Went wand’rin’ cross the railroad tracks
Since I told him that he should.
I hear the cat meowin’
In the fireplace –
He saw the flames there flickerin’
Lured ‘pon a sizzlin’ space.
I hear the cat meowin’
Down there in the lake –
Must’ve seen fish sleepin’ there
And to the depths did take.
I hear the cat meowin’
Six feet underground –
And the only thing more bone-chilling
Is the nearness of the sound.
I hear the cat meowin’
Out there in the hall –
I see his shadow stretching out
Hear soggy pawsteps fall.
I hear the cat meowin’
Clawing at my door –
The claws snap off in splinters since
He’s not living anymore.
I hear the cat meowin’
Perched upon my bed –
I might have gotten rid of him
But he’ll never leave my head –
Familiar purring for the dead.
18. All Hallows Eve
When you look out
Into the night sky
And witness spectres
Flying fast by
You come to realize
With ghastly surprise –
Tonight is the dreaded All Hallows’ Eve.
Pumpkins carefully carved
With ghoulish grins,
Their glowing eyes follow
The passing crowd’s sins –
A dark presence is felt
A rank order is smelt
On this malignant All Hallows Eve.
Old gnarly trees
Groan, rustle, creak,
Branches stretch to ensnare
Those who dare sneak
Beneath their canopy,
Oaken dryad’s glee
Throughout this dastardly All Hallows Eve.
Moon crimson orange
Graves split open
Hands outstretched
Smoke lifts to Heaven
The whole Earth shakes
As it burns at the stake
Driven through its heart on All Hallows Eve.
With discerning eye
For the spiritual,
The Everyman screams –
Satanic ritual
Carried out perpetually
Beyond what stilted senses see
On the never-ending raucous that is All Hallows Eve.
162. Pity for a Potted Plant
down I walk
through fields and trees
when there! I see
a poor potted plant
oh, so shriveled and cold
its posies darkened
with chewed marigolds
and lilies drooped down
to smother a rose
in its abandoned array
I see myself
a colorful collection, spurned
for no other reason than impracticality
daily water, daily sunlight,
are those things too hard to provide?
don’t worry small plant
you stray bouquet thrown away!
my sill is yours tonight
And so the man removes the collection of flowers, vase and all, from its perch on the headstone. It is added to his embrace of flowers found before, and he moves not far before making the exact same promise to yet another offering for the dead during his wander through the graveyard.
137. A Grave Disorder
I visit the cemetery
Scarlet evenings –
Maggots start to dance
When stone angels sing
Under Mausoleum lit
Pitch cats softly prowl
The barren trees rattle
From bass hooting of an owl –
Yet, something’s amiss…
Odds fish, what’s this?
Crackling beneath step
In orangeish Autumn gown
Six headstones faceflat –
Buried into sacred ground
As if to force a bow
Where man had fallen first
And, when Winter blows,
Subjugated miss the worst.
As if six feet under snow
Were any better way to go?
Markers sore wrinkled –
Three crosses, three plaques –
I push three upstanding
Until I pull my back.
Must leave the other three
Where they’ve fallen there
‘Cause everyday I be
Sole help anywhere.
My only question: how
Those plaques befell to now?
Could it be the spectres
Sighing in the crypt?
Demons screwing round
With wolfmen, guises stripped?
Parasites from pitchest space
Long dormant, now disturbed?
Or the inner beast of man
Who lusts for the perturbed?
To deter those ghouls
I disobey the rules.
I tip over graves I propped
Under the harvest moon –
To that chaotic eve
It might be called a boon;
Better those mounds a mess
Since darkness loves chaos
Than fix them up again
And cause that force to fuss.
On a cemetery’s ground
This hallowed dusk lasts all year round.
35. A Tune of Times Gone By
Have you ever heard that tune –
The tune of times gone by?
Like a cruel reminder of life
Before
During
After
You grew into your expanding mind.
It is an awakening of the soul,
A melody of memories,
An Angel descending
To guide
To rebuke
To inspire
The direction of your passions.
If you hear that tune, stop
And ponder your feelings
Regardless the thesis you hold
What
How
When
Your life begins its meaning.
187. Vocalmotion
Those who dance have broad minds and active hips.
They think to a rhythmn, step-tap-step, an order they think coincides with feeling and doing,
They are dancers in body and soul.
But we are singers. We know
That thought is pre-ordained on the sheet music and that a pitch can be both close
And still flat wrong
And your throat will dry if you don’t give it an occasional rest.
We are singers, yes, but we ought also to dance.
Yeah, that is the proper state of the musical mind,
Can you dig it?
184. Morning Mists
I stroll the Technicolor cityscape in a misty morning mood
When a song wafts by my ears, and forms shapes in alleyways,
On hotel rooftops and unlit balconies,
With a sky holding back all the sun it can manage
To share a waking dream:
I scan the edges of the skyscrapers for smiling children,
Thrilled to be free, with such short memories,
Schools where misunderstandings were forgotten with the breeze
And chanting would bring water from underground.
What grieved us was how inconsiderate
The world was to our echoed laughter
When it started feeling funny
And painted apartment walls a foreign shade of pale.
We were bottled for so many decades of shipping
Between bums begging for pennies
Who burned our oil for a scent more fragrant, not for a warmer fire,
And tossed in free dessert to celebrate our suffering.
Fifty cents from me was fifty cents for them,
Charged to laugh at the foolishness of their passion.
We are now Bedouin in a city that was ours,
Black and White, all hooded to protect us from the scorching dawn.
But the handouts still are yet to come, the tolls and debts postponed for now,
Manners all remain intact –
For the morning call hesitates to bring out those sleeping in some shared known,
Misty streets laid bare for me alone
And for whomever claims that waking urban dream.