105. Gecko


I stand upon a balcony
tranquil and at ease
when a scuffle on the iron rail
prompts head raise.
I spy a little gecko
spying back at me –
a tiny cutesy baby gecko
staring back.
To see fragility
in that scaly frown
reminds me of my giantness,
the power it implies.
The gecko doesn’t move
as I stroke its skull
but watches me with wary eye,
for I must seem terrible.
I don’t know what it is
about the smaller things:
the gecko, relaxed and trusting –
I bend my fingers
and finger-punch it hard
square in the ribs;
flying through the sky it goes,
instantly dead.
To three floors below
the bitty corpse plummets
with a silent splat –
it’s the little things
like this
that reassure me
just how all-right life is now,
when I’m alone.
For you don’t know
when you’ll be
the gecko on the rail –
flicked harshly off,
falling down fast, hoping for death
before you hit the ground,
because someone above you
just couldn’t help it.


118. Privateer’s Lament


Every time I see the sea I 
Stop
and think of her;
A problem when your destiny’s
to be a Captain of the free.
All the while 
You are bound
To vessels made of wood and flesh.
Provisions?
Depleted.
Desire and duty always thresh;
Once the wheat
Once the scythe
And sometimes both the same at night
When nothing’s seen but stars and dreams
and sea, stuck in-between
is where I lost the one I love
amid plundered ports of nothing more
than faulty hearts not fit to
Sail.
Still I sail.
Sailing on through darkest dawn,
the kind of dawn for every morn
left for those who’re left by those
once in command.
But not no more.
So on I go, a Privateer
aboard my faithless frigate grim
until the Tempest catches up
finally
and drowns me once for all.


36. The Tune of Times Gone By, Pt. II (A Music Box)


In the attic of a shop
Filled with endless antiques
I revived the music box –
Old
Dusty
Beautiful
I cranked its lever gently.

The cylinder rolled slowly
As did each tinkling note
Plucked from the comb –
Nostalgic
Painful
Sad
Asking why I had forgotten.

It was too pricey for my purse,
That tune of times gone by,
But I cherish its melody
Inspiring
Encouraging
Incomplete
So I shall fashion a tune of my own.


27. Teacups in Winter


Watch how snowflakes whirl
Within this winter valley white –
Just as sugar sprinkles softly
In a Jasmine tea delight,
Sweetening the elixir
Beyond its flavored strain –
Such is the caking of sweet powder
In children’s hearts gladly fain
As it freezes lake, freezes flower,
But warms the wayward soul –
As trite teacups of Chamomile
Warms drowsiness to droll.
Best pouring lightly in the morning –
Heavier in deepest night,
Streaming tea to please the palate –
Snowy sky to please the sight.


79. Moonlit Locomotion


The cross-country train chug-chugging through the dark
Is like a clattering serpent winding through the pines
Thundering across Washington, Idaho, Montana
Clearing firs of birds with a deep-throated whistle
Over bristled mountains and under hollowed hill
Pursuing a sunrise that never seems to come
To those unable to snatch two seats for one sleep
Those dark aisles filled with snores and uncomfortable positions
As the moon beats down its cool, silver-splotched rays
On that slinking beast barreling towards small sleepy stations
Lit by dim lampposts erected along the trailing track
Groggy passengers interchange with drowsy passengers
As the snow turns from black to white under faded light
And the Midnight Express bounds back into the wilderness
Heading for that daybreak that yet seems ages off
As I, the sleepy poet, stare out the window, breath fogging glass
And await those hours with tired eyes and contemplative mind.


69. A Wave Meant for Two


baby, look at that
Sun
how it glitters on the
Water.
it’s morning, and we’re going
Surfing.
pull down the waxy bulky
Boards
tied precariously to the roof –
And don’t forget to lather
Sun
screen on your soft cheeks
i wouldn’t want to see burnt.
allow me to zip up your
Wetsuit,
black and sleek and hugging your sweet skin
from neck to ankle.
let’s jog out into the white
Foam,
a beautiful struggle against the
Sea
as we lay on our bellies
and paddle with all our might,
we then sit erect, watching,
waiting for sign of overturn
in which we might catch a
Wave.
Splash!
you rise triumphantly and sidewind
up and down and up
on its curvaceous face.
i am taken up in its rough arms
to tumble over and under and over
Wipeout!
i must say that my choice
Waves
are the juvenile hills on which
the two of us can stand
side-by-side
and glide with the
Tide
to the comforts of the
Shore.


92. The Simpler Things


Simplicity:
A state unknown
By worry-warts
And complainers
Who wish that life
Were not so tough
But that they could
Suck dry the mass
And back in idle
Pursuits of sloth.
Simplicity
Shall truly be
Discovered by
The hard workers
Who preserve gains
For calmer times
Understanding
That simpler things
Are with patience
Finally earned.


104. Feeling


have you ever
for a moment
disconnected
your mind
from your body
and suddenly
felt the strangest
sensation
as though the you
inside of you
did not belong
there
but somewhere else –
out of body
out of mind
caged by the world, set free
to observe all
that surrounds you –
Softly conclude:
I fell alien.